Friday, June 24, 2011
The Great Fall.
"You are sugar sweet,
so fine, I'd like to eat."
"And 'my' apple poison seed
will be the death of Him."
Picking up the Apple, He took a bite
as the serpent watches on, grinning.
He stumbled and fell, succumbing to
the trap that the Snake had laid.
Oh, Eve, She was there too.
Found out that He had Sneaked in and Stole,
from Her Garden Behind.
Enraged and unforgiving, but oblivious
to the devilish plot.
One falters, and the Other disposes.
Oh look, at how they've been displaced
Of a life eternal.
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6:28 AM
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Friday, September 17, 2010
The Destroyer.
He Knows what He is doing.
He knows that he is Destroying.
Yet, He will not stop doing the things that he hates.
Why.
If One is Born to Destroy,
Is He then incapable to love,
since he who is a Destroyer,
Destroys love?
What are Humans,
but pure Creations of the Creator Himself.
What then is the Destroyer,
but a flawed creation of the Creator Himself.
Yet the Destroyer creates Destruction.
to destroy the Creator's Creations.
The Only way to stop This Destruction,
He Realizes:
Is To Destroy the Destroyer Himself.
To Destroy the Physical,
So that He will be Destroyed on the inside.
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11:43 AM
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Thursday, March 4, 2010
I've forgotten whats it like to win.I've forgotten whats it like to play for my brothers,
whats it like to put your body on the line,
for people you knew that would do the same for you.
I've forgotten whats it like to be in a team.
And i'm gonna find it back once more.
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7:17 AM
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Wednesday, February 17, 2010
would you sing me a song now, love?
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7:09 AM
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Sunday, February 7, 2010
He thinks that singin on Sunday's gonna save his soul,
now that Saturday's gone.
And sometimes he thinks that he's on his way,
but i can see, that his brake lights are on.
He just wanders around, unaffected by,
the winter winds yeah, and he'll pretend that,
he's somewhere else, so far and clear,
about two thousand miles...from here
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6:53 AM
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Monday, January 25, 2010
and i'm free fallinthe night seemed like a standstill,as she removed the arrows struck in his heart's chord.
one by one, as he grimaced and winced.
by God, how did he survive?
when it was all over,
was it a sense of release, embarrassment or grief that evoked within.
he was unsure.
so very unsure,
like the smile on his face now.
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11:04 AM
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Tuesday, January 19, 2010
your smile, it made my day really.
it began, like the picking of a string on his guitar,
a pleasant sound, that resounded within the cavities,
filling his void with warmth and gentleness.
it swept merrily, with grace, inside out
as weariness was shed,
a smile slowly, but surely, emerged on his face once more.
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7:34 AM
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Issiah 40:31"but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."
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7:28 AM
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Saturday, January 16, 2010
"If you had the oppurtunity to turn back time, and change something from the past, what would it be?"
"All the times i had hurt a close friend of mine in secondary school, which i suppose has caused him to hate me pretty much now."
It has still been weighing down on me all these while,
all the guilt and shame.
I'l just pray that the Holy Spirit will heal and bridge this gap.
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7:54 AM
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Friday, January 1, 2010
2010.
All for God and school.
by faith,
It is possible.
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10:55 AM
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i just hate it how you never fail to keep me waiting in anticipation,raising my hopes and expectations.
and how everything just crumbles just before the moment arrives.
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10:48 AM
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Thursday, December 31, 2009
Well make sure to build your house brick by boring brick,
or the wolves gonna blow it down
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12:42 PM
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Sunday, December 27, 2009
Not a huge fan of change.
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8:51 PM
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Flying Inside Your Own Body
Your lungs fill & spread themselves,
wings of pink blood, and your bones
empty themselves and become hollow.
When you breathe in you’ll lift like a balloon
and your heart is light too & huge,
beating with pure joy, pure helium.
The sun’s white winds blow through you,
there’s nothing above you,
you see the earth now as an oval jewel,
radiant & seablue with love.
It’s only in dreams you can do this.
Waking, your heart is a shaken fist,
a fine dust clogs the air you breathe in;
the sun’s a hot copper weight pressing straight
down on the think pink rind of your skull.
It’s always the moment just before gunshot.
You try & try to rise but you cannot.
Margaret Atwood
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10:53 AM
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009
And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul
Christianity - privilege, or a chore?
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10:44 AM
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Friday, November 20, 2009
and you'd break your neck just to keep your chin up high.
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7:27 AM
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
Landscape of the beginning.
Let it be a perfect heart for all your sweet romances.
Take my pride to cast the stone and justify my right.
Look beyond this...
Have you ever given orders to the morning,
Or shown the dawn its place to shake the earth of its ill.
Do you know the dwelling of the paths of light,
Or how the east wind scatters over our skin?
Can you bind the twinkling of the stars or loose the cords of Orion’s noble charge
Can you bring forth the constellations in their seasons
Could you fathom that?
May it be a perfect love for us to give the hopeless.
Take my life, I worry far too much beyond my might.
Look beyond this...
Do you know when the mountain goats are due birth,
Or watch when the doe bears her fawn.
Do you know who let the wild donkeys go free
Or why the ostrich flaps her wings?
Do you give the horses their strength and mane or why they shun no sword or trumpets reign Do you command the eagle to soar or slay his prey
Could you fathom that?
Is this pain going to take control of me
You have to be with me God in your power could you make some sense of this
I'm fighting for you only.
God if I crumble could you take me back to forever
So I could love you beyond this
So I could love you beyond this...
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8:04 PM
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
i hope its gonna make you notice.
just our hands clasped so tight,
your smooth palm fit oh so perfectly into mine,
we layed there in the midst of silence,
in which i saw one's mild sobriety.
Your hair that grazed my face,
my defence oh so paper thin,
such sweet scent that tugged at my heart,
why do i feel so vulnerable?
My utmost admiration of a love so austere,
a mirage of a perfect love,
as i await in anticipation.
But up to then,
your just a slender picture in my mind,
that slender that flickers every now and then.
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7:18 AM
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Saturday, October 17, 2009
Expectations, expectaions. Fuck You.
promoting suddenly isnt just about yourself,
its those around you:
the people whom you spent almost your entire childhood growing up with.
i want my friends back.
and all of the sudden,
i'm just caught between a web of emotions,
one of relief, ecstasy, and that of anguish.
stay strong guys.
i believe God has plans for all of you.
ah.
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9:38 PM
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Thursday, October 15, 2009
At the end of the day.
From the beginning of the year up till now, my life in jc has taught me many things and experiences alike. My eyes were open to the bitches and bastards, the hypocrites and bootlickers, and who your actual true friends were. I dare say life in SAJC has been tough, pretty much a stuggle for me to keep up with the hectic schedules, considering there's rugby and my serving in church. I finally understood the meaning of being humble over these period of times, when complacency could actually cost your team the semi finals of the rugby game. I dare say God rebuked and reminded me a couple of times to be humble throughout this year, to be thankful of what i'm blessed with and learn how to appreciate tose blessings.
Yet, Theres clearly a fine line between what can you can do, and how much can you actually do. So much so that i've found myself studying pretty hard consistently throughout the year, but always came close to passing all my exam papers. Come Friday, i might be presented with a tough dilemna when i get those results back.
To be honest, i was really touched when Jannah came and hugged me and told me that she would cry if i really had to retain. But a man is a prideful one, i must not shed any tears on that day. No, i musnt.
I've been thinking. And i feel that i really owe nichoas an apology. That i kinda dragged him into the shit in JC, hen he could have make the best out of his abilities in poly. Now he's facing retaining as well. Fuck you JT.
But whether or not i have to face making the decision, i just pray that all that happens, is in God's will for me.
Ah, theres so much thats tearing me inside out now.
But no, i will not cry.
i musn't.
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8:31 AM
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