living in faith, yet succumbed to fear. as pressure mounts and expectations rises, cornered by the towering walls of familiar faces.
irony, even alliteration cannot emphasise further what seems to be tearing me inside out.
i'm sorry. i know i'm not as good as how i once was. so what if i got heart, i've got a shoulder joint that is out of place. i dont want to live under the shadows of the seniors. i am afraid to be the one to pull the team down. .
shit. what a beautiful letdown.
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8:09 AM
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Saturday, April 18, 2009
Pretend that your alive.
Watch angels in the morning, become a devil's afternoon. I will panic in the evening, underneath the crashing moon.
So fall in love while you can still hold your head up high, and pretend that you're alive again.
It's friends that leave you here in the end, so hold you head up high, and pretend that you're alive again.
ah. LOVEDRUG is awesome.
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9:39 AM
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Thursday, April 16, 2009
down towards the healing.
I want my life to be red with trees and like Autumn, I'd float away from evil and, Down towards the healing. so sad now we have become the children trapped in the mazes, I'd give my soul to the one who has the courage, to find me and free me now.
if I run out, Just be cool like all the vacant lights, so let the thunders take me under and break my legs tonight.
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8:25 AM
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
i believe, Your my Healer.
back to that painful phase again, dislocation, aggravation, a troubled mind and a weary heart,
God, a little help here?
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8:00 AM
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Saturday, April 11, 2009
cant read my poker face.
stakes are raised.
are you gonna take the risk, dear?
i could easily hurt you past believing.
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11:16 AM
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Wednesday, April 8, 2009
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 "Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."
drained out, i am. a troubled mind and a burderned heart, dont try to break me down.
but i'l turn to You.
When my soul is weak, I sing God strengthen me.
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8:20 AM
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Saturday, April 4, 2009
will they open their eyes, and realise we're one?
mark tremonti and myles kennedey! this song is freaking stuck in my mind now,