Friday, February 27, 2009
Do it for me now.
I'm frightened at night and the wind has a roar,
It seeps through the hall and from under the door,
Like the shit that was said,
I can't take it that well.
I give and I give and I give and I give and I'm still,
Lost and hurt and bone thin from the love that's been starved,
I know it got close but I'm sure it's too far,
From the point of suspense, we know it should be
The end of that part of our favorite movie:
When the guy grabs the girl and gives her his hand,
'Says take me away from this torturous land.
Cause the grave is set up, the hole that I dug.
I gave and I gave and I gave and I gave you my trust.
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9:35 AM
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
true love.
The snow, has come down, on top of everything
The town, was alive and well without you.
The lights, they peer out, of the leafless trees,
And you won't, be alone, I am beside you.
Tears, spilling out, across a dead end street,
Your house, is a lonely box that holds you.
The star, bright and loud, is in dire need,
Of the fear, that is an empty fear inside you.
The stars in the sky illuminate below,
The light is the sign that love will guide you home.
The stars in the sky illuminate below,
If the world were to die,
the light would guide you.
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7:16 AM
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Thursday, February 19, 2009
accelerate, dislocate.
how does it feel to be torn apart by two differant worlds.
Your love makes me whole,
but i'm pricked by self-desires.
to sprear-head into war,
only to crumble by distractions.
i'm so afraid i might falter before You.
so afraid.
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9:38 AM
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
show me how.
i really dont want to go through all the pain again.
not the pungent smell of medicine, mundane walls, and men in white,
sharp needles, morphine in my veins.
knocked out. await in pain.
"fill your heart with faith, let there not be a vessel of fear."
how Lord, How?
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6:46 AM
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Sunday, February 15, 2009
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12:13 AM
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Friday, February 6, 2009
SHAKE IT!
GOSH. orientation finale was such a awesomee event! super funny i tell you. we were supposed to cut cloths and form identity of our groups. My group was imitating spartans, except we had the element of Fire. so i made a cloak and a shield for myself. PLUS I DREW 6 PACS ON MY SHIRT. HAHAHAHAH!
LOL AND BEHOLD. they asked me to be the model for our group. so yea, we were supposed to appear on stage and perform certain tasks in front of the principal and teachers plus JC1s. Yeap, and guess what, i had to do hip hop dance.
DONT ASK ME HOW, but i just did it, i knew i looked stupid. but i managed to do a handstand for quite awhile. NOW EVERYONE THINKS I FAKED MY SHOULDER INJURY LAH. HAHAHAH!
THEN. CHERRING SESSION. SUPER FUN. HAHAHA!
FINALE! MASS DANCE! CRAZY MAN. i got so high that i ran up stage with a few others and began dancing with the councillors. HAHA!
SHAKESHAKE,SHAKESHAKE, A SHAKE IT! (:
videos and pics up soon!
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9:58 AM
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Wednesday, February 4, 2009
the great decay.
Well you turn when I talk,
Run when I walk,
Rise when I fall,
Burn when I shiver.
Smile when I frown,
Go when I come around.
You twist when I shout,
In when i'm out.
There when I'm here,
Why do I bother?
Laugh when i'm down,
Whine when I make a sound.
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6:52 AM
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Tuesday, February 3, 2009
to literally give an arm.
first day of school.
screwed up, dislocated shoulder,
ambulance, hospital, aneasthetic,
await 5 hours for discharge.
i hate it when people stare at me like i'm some kind of specimen.
i hate it when i feel so weak and helpless now.
wont someone come stop this pain tonight?
stop this pain tonight.
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5:51 AM
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