Friday, May 29, 2009
beyond boundaries.
i've kept myself shrivelled up,
concealed, and hidden,
layer by layer,
of words, thoughts and emotions unknown.
i'd give you an onion,
but would you gently slice it,
layer by layer,
to reach into me?
and as you do so,
uncovering and unwrapping,
layer by layer,
would you tear like how an onion causes you to tear?
but as i submit myself to your kitchen knife,
willingly, i will,
layer by layer,
embrace your blade and beauty.
but what you'l never see is my heart,
that i fear, i can never bear to you.
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10:54 AM
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Sunday, May 17, 2009
darlin'.
And I can not stop thinking about you,
I can not stop wondering if you're constantly thinking about me.
Don't close your eyes dear,
I'm still staring.
I won't lie dear,
I'm still breathing,
even though your beauty is breath taking.
Sweet Darling,
this is my confession to,
the crimes of wanting you badly.
And Darlin' if you're wondering,
here's your answer:
yes, I like you.
I don't love you I can't love you.
Or at least i dont think that i do.
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8:23 AM
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Thursday, May 14, 2009
spiders.
If God was on the radio,
I know he'd say to thee:
Love is spiders on the edge,
and we're hanging by a thread,
connected to the other end
of this twisted frequency I've spun,
But I don't care, I'd be happy,
If you'd share,your web,
with me.
So come on, come on,
and say so,
come on, come on and say so.
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8:24 AM
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And you tell me that the grass is greener on the other side.
how can i believe you,
when i've never seen or been to this vibrant sight before.
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8:10 AM
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Friday, May 8, 2009
Fairweather.
The tide rolled in not a breath in sight,
And this town went down like the moon at night,
These poor rooftops only go so high,
The volume of our bodies is causing the waters to rise.
The gavel slams the verdict is in,
And the jury find you guilty for the things that you did.
You're scared for your life, so you turn to the man.
The man that holds your life in the palm of his hands.
And your heart starts racing like a bullet from the gun,
And you can feel it in your chest, it's affecting your lungs.
This breath that you're taking's getting harder to take.
Why did it take so long to wake up?
Why do we cry out only when things go wrong?
How would you feel if I only sang sad songs?
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9:55 PM
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these thoughts were meant to be broke down.
i'm like a machine,
plugged out of its switch.
battery's running low.
and now i'm mulfunctioning.
i need to get connected back fast.
but i'm hesitant,
with a wounded heart that used to be full of hope and faith.
why.
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9:40 PM
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Tuesday, May 5, 2009
i'm dry, weary, and running on empty.
as he sits in the corner,
face to the floor,
the phone resonance echoed along the empty bus stop.
he's oblivious to the vibrations in his side pocket,
that attempts to rattle his saddened heart.
so he sat there,
earpiece plucked in, yet it failed to drown out the dreading voices,
that drowns out any life in music found.
his eyes fixed on the road in front of him,
filled with the burstling cars that passed by.
Yet, his mind flashed scene by scene,
like a monochrome film, void of all colours and life.
the loss, the stress, the fears.
everything was just too much to take.
a tingle, and another.
so overwhelmed that,
his eyes shed a tear,
thick enough to stain the pavement
that slowly becomes his best friend when he needs to run away.
but in the back of his mind,
he knew, it was late in the night,
and his parents are shit worried.
all he wants,
is to float along with,
peace and serenity...
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8:46 PM
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Saturday, May 2, 2009
the euphoric feeling. triumphing over the AC badge,after 7 years.its inexplainable,it just brings tears to my eyes.
2 more matches boy,stay strong.
btw, thanks to those people who made my birthday special,not including the shaving of my leg hair.yea, zenda's card really touched my heart. (:
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9:18 AM
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