i'm not asking for much. and i'm really sorry about all the stupid things i said or did to you. i really am. all the blaming, all the selfish talk about you not allowed to shine. i was so insecure. i'm sorry.
and i know i deserved all this. it hurts to be ignored and shunned by you. i just hope to be treated the same as the rest. just a normal conversation, no wait, just a smile. and the clouds in my mind would clear.
i miss you.
and i'l keep praying. one day. just one day. that smile. or a simple conversation. or perhaps a warm hug.