Sunday, December 28, 2008
so explain to me, this conspiracy against me.
And tell me how,
I've lost my power.
Where can I turn?
'Cause I need something more.
Surrounded by uncertainty, I'm so unsure.
Tell me why I feel so alone,
'Cause I need to know to whom do I owe.
I thought that we'd make it,
Because you said that we'd make it through.
And when all security fails,
Will you be there to help me through?
i'm sick and tired of this emotional rollercoaster rides.
i feel like crying, but i cant.
i'm numbed.
it has happened so many times anyways.
when you cast your whole heart to something or someone that means so much to you,
only for them to be turning their backs to you.
just like that,
everything just crumbles,
and your left alone to pick up the million pieces of yourself,
alone.
just when i thought i found,
everything's lost.
this is how it ends.
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7:58 AM
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